Baby names?!?

Alright so Tim and I could never come to a complete agreement when we had bean still on baby boy names. We like to be prepared for the future (always having a back up just in case he/she comes out looking like someone completely different). Since we are ttc we started talking about them again just for fun. Our girl name is set in stone, not going to change. Boys however now have a semi long short list.. I know contradiction.. haha

Anyways, here are our names: Phoenix, Garrison, Blaze, Axel, Troy, Everett, Sterling, Emyrson, and Jasper.. Tim loves Blaze, but I dont know how it sounds with Jaxson.. Middle name would be Matthew. Feel free to weigh in :)

Besides that, Jaxson has learned to say Fuck! Yup, my little precious 2yr old says "oh fuck" all the time!! Ugghhh hoping he will outgrow it fast! We are doing the ignore it thing and seeing where that gets us :)

Tim and I are doing well, just taking things day by day. Its nice to be able to connect like we always have even with all the craziness going on around us.

Mandee is back in FL for the week but should be home by Saturday night. Things are looking up with her and I too. I just hope she can get a sense of herself again. Maybe the long car ride home alone will help her out. Clear her mind a bit...

Eachday is a new day and I am feeling stronger and stronger as they pass (I probably wont be saying that in a few months but for now.. I am)

Jaxson's birthday is on Sunday :( I am so sad that he is 2 already! I dont know where the time has gone. Feels like just yesterday I had him, a tiny 6lb 10oz cuddly little baby! Oyyy... We are taking him to the zoo for his day, as long as there isnt any rain that is!

Anyway, that is all for now. Will write again soon :)