15 Weeks

Well today has been an emotional day.. I felt amazing this morning my little lady has been moving and rolling all over! I had the biggest smile waking up at 6am! Too early! haha
Anyways as the day went on, my sister never called, her boyfriend got out of jail yesterday (it was a minor offense and he was at a shock incarceration center not like prison). Anyway.. she said she would call and never did :( So then I was talking to my bestie and was hoping him and the wife would be able to come up around the holidays and that I might just be having lil miss around then (last time they were here til the middle of Jan) But found out bc he is going back to tech school for retraining he more than likely wouldnt be home :( He missed Jaxson's birth bc of tech school too! Grrrr.. I hate the Air Force some times!
Then Jaxson spilled a whole water bottle full of gatorade all over the stinking carpet! :/ Then sadly there was another loss on my August group and we all took it very hard. It really shook me because I feel like I have over come so much already for lil miss to be healthy and its so scary that something could go so wrong right at the very end. I feel heart broken for this wonderful woman and wish I could do something to help. I cannot imagine how it must feel for her to have lost her precious baby boy....
So over all today stunk! I curled up on the couch with my bug for a while this afternoon and just thought about how much we have been through and how much our two amazing children mean to us. I cannot wait for our little lady to join our family and to watch her grow.
Hubby is coming around now about having a girl which makes things soo much easier, but my sister still says not to name her and that she is a boy. Which really stings bc I want a girl so badly and I just want everyone that knows (which isnt very many people) to be excited and share all of this with us.