Every day is a new day!

So woke up feeling alright this morning. I am not going to say great or new or anything of the sorts but alright. Better than yesterday but still not my best.

Had a long talk with my hubby yesterday and we both really are feeling like this isnt the end for us. We are meant to complete our family with another little one and whenever that little one decides they are ready to be part of our family then they are and we will be exstatic. This is indeed our last month of OPKs and planning when to dtd and all of that.

On another note, I got to talk to my bestie a lot yesterday, he always has the right words and I really couldnt get through without him being part of my life. Him and Tim don't really see eye to eye bc of past things but they both see that eachother have the best interest at heart and that is me and Jaxson always. I also have my two amazing ladies, Jules and Layla, that have assured me that my depression is okay and that they wont be walking out bc I am crazy any time in the near future, phew! They have become like sister's to me and I know that I never would have made it through losing bean without them there. Not that I am happy they have lost thier precious little ones either, but I do believe that our Angels have pushed us together for reasons that we might not even know yet. :) They are some of the most amazing women I know and they live thousands of miles away.

Of course I cannot leave out my sissa. I honestly dont know what to say about her, she is my best friend in the entire world and the reason I am so passionate about Jax Ryan having a sibling. I want him to have what we do with someone. Someone who is always on your side and having your back even when the rest of the world doesnt understand. I am so fortunate to have her and bubsy. When we were younger we didnt get along at all, we honestly couldnt stand one another but now that we are older we see how important and special our bond is. Also how much we have been through that we probably wouldnt have gotten through without one another there to root us on. She is in FL doing amazing things at Walt Disney World and I cannot wait for the next 13 days to fly by to get to see her!

Anyways. Off to play cars with bug. Hoping to keep a good day going and talk to you soon.