Today is my dad's birthday but it is also a day that this world lost an amazing young lady 4yrs ago to a drunk driver who wasnt even a citizen of the US. It was so unfair and such a tragic event in my family's life. My sister, Sam, Renee, and myself were like sisters. I never thought that she would be taken away so young. I know she is looking down on us and with us all the time but sometimes that doesnt seem as though it is enough.
Today was a decent day overall, spent it with my boys :) I can't imagine a day without either of them. They mean everything to me. I cannot imagine the pain and suffering that Tracy, oompa, and Bill must be going through..I know from a daughter's point of view it is the absolute hardest thing to go through, losing your mother but losing your daughter must be that much harder, you arent supposed to lose your child before you go. I feel awful that anyone would have to go through that. I know having my mmc has been a rough journey but i cant imagine having my baby for 14yrs and then just like that they are gone.
I have been prepping for my trip to FL and am getting so so excited that it is so close. I can almost feel the sand between my toes and the wind through my hair as we ride the rides :) Jax is going to have soo soo much fun.
Anyway I am making some cinnybuns for hubby and I then watching a little tv together (hoping to dtd. :D) We shall see.. I know I am already getting light lines on OPK's so should get darker and darker, got mixed answers on when i should be Oing from my apps.. so a little unsure, I started my AF early so I think that is why they are all messed up but the OPKs should let me know. Probably will happen somewhere around Wednesday next week I think.. maybe.. hahah
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