Has come to a very important decision after breaking down on my mom today...I no longer will be doing anything that has to do with TTC.. We will NTNP but no tracking, planning, symptom spotting, or hoping..
Either it will happen or it wont and at this point I just cant take the heartache and abuse to my soul that keeps happening. Maybe Jaxson is our only little miracle that we are meant to have... Maybe he was an oops by whomever controls life and death... Maybe they made a happy amazing mistake and let me have him. :) And I def could not be more blessed that it happened.
My life has been so hard, why did I expect anything less by trying to have a family? Why would I think that the drs lied to me??? They know best right :/
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